Have you???

Have you ever thought of doing something you know in your heart is not right? Something you know would hurt the one person who never hurt you except when he decided to leave. Who knows how he'd feel about this current dilemma that I have so apparently placed myself in. I didn't mean for it to happen like this. My feelings grew overnight. Who knows if this person feels the same. He most nearly doesn't but I would like this friendship to become something more. In my heart, I still love him but I also know that I have to move on to be happy and that's what I plan on doing.