So, this is what it is. I don't take rejection well. I am what lots people may refer to as "spoiled" and all i know is how to get my way, so this current predicament I am definitely NOT liking very much...I see now that pride is kinda hurt...Kim always gets what she wants...so it seems that I'll have to work a little harder...The kinda hard that puts me in a good position...I've already said that I have no problem with the situation especially now that I know where we stand...but this shit is ridiculous...I don't know if I'm trippin cuz I'm not used to being rejected or cuz i'm really just hurt...true enough, my feelings were genuine...but i can't get over this...oh well, i could say move on to the next, but i think i really wanted him...he was nice and sweet and all those GOOD things...and i'm so used to ASSHOLES that I can barely tell what a nice guy is anymore...that's what i'm looking for...a nice guy who can put me in my place every now and then...YES!!! Either he's just a nice guy or he's gay...and i would hope it's not the latter...
~i'm not tryin to be varsity, i just wanna start out on freshmen a~
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