Just another day...but why do i feel this way???

I sit here wondering what it would be like...what we would be like but I already know. Have you ever felt like the life you have belongs to someone else and the life you should have is gone? Your happy ending, your fairy tale snatched from you like a thief in the night. It's but a mere March day, gloomy outside as if the storm is rapidly approaching, but the storm seems to be within; within me, ready to break free. And as these tears fall from my eyes, it begins. I don't know or understand why I feel this way. I can't comprehend or fathom all the emotions I have recently been feeling. This constant hurt, this feeling of neglect, this pain I am experiencing and why? Why does it feel like the more I try to break free from this hell, my mind continues to take me back there. My heart, my soul, my body can't take this anymore.